I feel like this drug is ruling my life at the moment and not in a helpful way.  Yes, it keeps me stable but it is also wiping me out in terms of energy and productivity.

I was on 5mg but because I still wasn’t stable in terms of my bipolar, my psychiatrist put me up to 10mg.  The 10mg seems too much for me.

I set my alarm clock in the morning but never get up, I’ve been getting up about midday and still feeling zonked out and am napping most of the day before going to bed about 10pm.

This isn’t a life, I am sleeping it away.